Lately, I’ve been going into my old habits that i really wish i didn’t get into. It’s so hard to stop and it feels like temptation and “addiction” never left my heart. I wish I could resist and be proud of myself by the end of the day. Even if i do, the next day I will go back into it making my feat useless. I dont really know where I’m going with this but I need God. My passion’s been dying and I’m disregarding him from all mydecisions when he should be the first thing i think of in whatever i do. I need His strength to help me overcome this world and its evil. I don’t want to do this anymore and the struggles i faced awhile ago is still giving me trouble but I pray that God could come down and just give me strength and a change in my life. Not a chain of relief but a chain of change. I need it. So God I’m asking you now, come down.