Early wake up, getting ready, meeting up, the long car ride, the arrival, the burning sand, the hot sun, setting up, eating food, applying sunblock, first dipping feet in water, swimming, eating more, swimming more, playing tag, eating again, more swimming again, exploring shallow waters, trying to find ocean life, conversing, packing up, talking about what to eat again, eating a huge pizza, laying on the beach at 10 pm, trying to look for shooting stars, fun talk in the car, arriving home, passing out = a memory
Today in my biology class we were talking about hurricane Katrina. My teacher asked this really slutty girl what some of the effects of the hurricane were, and she replied, "well everything got all wet and dirty." Suddenly the quietest guy in class looks up and goes, "Kate, no one asked about your weekend." MLIA
So today I was walking home around 12:10 pm like i do everyday and i was in the park behind my house looking down on my iPod deciding which song i should play next, THEN…
I look up and i see a llama, a cow, and a goat eating the plants next to the park…. and I get so confused,lost, and scared because i thought they were roaming free and wondered what i should do if they ran towards me so i hesitated for a good minute. Then, I realized they were tied to a fence for a petting zoo for the preschool next to my house. Then i see the animal caretakers bring ducks and rabbits from their truck and I took pictures to capture the moment.
But, it was horrifying because I was wondering if I took a wrong turn and made it to a farm town. But what a walk to remember.
Well, i posted the suicide hotline number and on the bottom it says reblog to save a life and it got me thinking. How much it would hurt for someone to lose someone in that way or see everything they worked for and could’ve been just ..die. It must really be heartbreaking and whatever reason that caused them to commit suicide must be really hard on them. Just blaming yourself with not being able to prevent the death must be heart wrenching and the person would be filled with guilt, tormenting guilt.
Sometimes, I wish I can help those thinking about it and wanting to try it, just make it stop. Suicide is really really really not the way to deal with hardships and it only hurts others more. People sya it is the most selfish thing one could commit and I actually agree sometimes. Im not blaming or scolding them but the thought of breaking so many people’s hearts in so many ways is pretty…darn selfish.
God bless everyone who has experienced the grief from it and I pray they can be reunited in heaven again. Also, God bless those in need right now, turn to Him and He will settle it and get rid of your pain. The pain is not just pain but God breaking you down so you have nowhere else to turn to except Him so he can build you up into a stronger person.